update continued

nikki york, jun 10th 2020 (draft)

As if this couldn’t get more stressful.
Continuing my last update, Della had me retrieve the usb. Somehow on the same day Dove himself decided he didn’t want to leave his bag in Rosie’s office for once. Just my luck I run into him, normally I’m very fine with this- and it’s like really cool. But today it was the worst thing that could happen to me.

At least I got my hands on the usb, but like?? Never make me lie to anyone. The blog leak source fib only works because it’s just. Lying by omission. Not like it would take off any other way, I don’t want my online identity to just be the fan whos friends with Dove. Like; Nepotism much? Not a good look for me.

But does it matter? Whatever happens, if Dove finds out I took his usb, or if Della “stops” him or whatever. I’m losing my job over this. bye!! I guess!!!

He wasn’t mad, at least. Just upset, which is maybe WORSE? I don’t wanna hurt the guys feelings, but like- I dunno. What was I supposed to do. He did have a card on the desk for Della which was supposed to be for their 18th birthday. Dove must’ve been planning to send for a hot minute now?? because the wording in it? They’re definitely ignoring her on purpose, I guess she was right about that theory.

Which just makes everything so much weirder?? Dove always went on about how close he was to his family (Rosie never spoke much about them, but I guess that was part of the NDA. Knowing his family would mean knowing his identity. duh) and friends n’ such; but I guess thats coverup now, huh.

I really don’t want to think ill of whatever he’s been hiding on red- but all of this just, keeps making this all look worse. I don’t know. I still have some hope in him. This all just. sucks.

Just in case it’s ever important, I recorded the conversation; it’s. kinda humiliating on my end, but whatever. Just like the draft, might be more important than ever to have. I posted a photo of the card here too. Just in case.